The Tales Of My Existence

That’s Pathetic.

neivin93 — Tue, 24 Aug 2010 19:07:14 +0000

Being lost has a certain thrill to it.

To not know where you’re going is kind of exhilirating.

To be lost without purpose. No destination. No beginning.

And just when you begin to enjoy the bliss, you know exactly where you’re supposed to be.

It’s pathetic.

Rage

neivin93 — Sat, 21 Aug 2010 09:10:25 +0000

Anger means something else now.

Farewell

neivin93 — Sun, 01 Aug 2010 21:10:35 +0000

The sand erupted. Spewing forth its beliefs and redundant ideals. I do not believe in blind belief.

Eons of ignorance distilled into one land. How can I stay on ?

This is goodbye my nemesis.

Ideas

neivin93 — Wed, 28 Jul 2010 20:05:30 +0000

Beneath this mask there is more than flesh. Beneath this mask there is an idea, and ideas are bulletproof.

-V for Vendetta (2005)

Adrenaline

neivin93 — Wed, 28 Jul 2010 20:00:40 +0000

I can see the emerald in your eyes. Agonized by the shadow of a life you now live. The arrogant simplicity of my desire to live free, tortures you.

I know you feel the paranoia sinking in. How does it feel to be in a bubble , about to burst any moment and drown you in your own fear?Feel that adrenaline ?

It’s quite exhilirating.

Fearful

neivin93 — Wed, 28 Jul 2010 19:51:53 +0000

To be afraid isn’t cowardice. To tell people you are brave is.

Weakness, derives strength from our inherent desire to disprove that it exists within us.

Embrace it. We are human after all. I am. At least some of us are

A Loss Again

neivin93 — Tue, 27 Jul 2010 12:22:47 +0000

A piece of life lost,

A figment of the mind censored,

And then regained.

Only to be lost once more.

You think you know pain ?

No, you don’t.

An Epiphany

neivin93 — Sun, 06 Jun 2010 17:44:37 +0000

An epiphany struck me today.

That is, there is a singular difference between truth and beauty.

They are two aspects of a greater malignancy,

And that truth, unlike beauty, is not meant to be seen.

Ablaze

neivin93 — Sun, 06 Jun 2010 17:38:01 +0000

Have I ever watched something burn ?

Yes.

Have I set something ablaze, just to watch it burn ?

Not until today.

Death and All His Friends

neivin93 — Thu, 26 Nov 2009 17:12:23 +0000

O, not in cruelty, not in wrath,

The Reaper came that day;

‘Twas an angel visited the green earth,

And took the flowers away.

~H.W. Longfellow (The Reaper and the Flowers)